Manatees 2025

This year was rough for me on top of you know, the general everything. I started off 2025 in physical therapy for a few months for my back and leg. Then in July, my father ended up in the hospital and I spent the next month in and out of the hospital until he passed in August. While this was going on and then after he passed, I had to take care of my mother who has mid-stage dementia.

So to say this was not a typical year for gaming for me is an understatement. I spent a lot of time on phone games. I got into free-to-play gacha games as something to do without needing super commitment. It took me months to finish games, after July I basically played two AAA games: Death Stranding 2 and Outer Worlds 2. There’s a lot I didn’t touch this year: Ghost of Yotei, Borderlands 4, anything on the Switch 2 (since I didn’t get one). And there were plenty of smaller games like Ball X Pit that sounded neat but I just never got to.

I did get a Steam Deck, which allowed me to tackle games in my Steam collection and I have to say, I have played a lot more of my vast Steam library than I did prior to 2025 thanks to its handheld nature (and also why I wasn’t particularly pressured to get a Switch 2.)

I still managed to work out a top 10, though.  And I surprised myself with how everything ended up shaking out. And this list is getting out at the beginning of 2026 when a best of games list is still relevant-ish, so hopefully you enjoy.

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Manatees 2024: A Newish Dawn

Hi friends, it’s been a while. I started putting this post together a year ago and never got around to actually writing most of it. I had all the games picked out, all the screenshots uploaded…I just never actually wrote the damn thing.

2024 was the first full year I didn’t do Make Me A Gamer as a podcast, and 2025 was worse than 2024 for me. But I’m hoping to turn things around in 2026. My first goal is to do my top 2025 games at a reasonable timeframe, but the completionist in me needs to get my 2024 thoughts out first. So you’re going to get a very abbreviated thoughts on my 2024 list, now even further out.

It’s been hard to be excited for video games because there have been so many layoffs and general disappointment in the industry as a whole, on top of the world outside of games. However, there were many bright spots in the actual games themselves. I didn’t finish nearly as many games as I normally did in 2024, mostly because there were so many massive RPGs that released that took up a ton of my time. I also hit a few games in my backlog – Pentiment, Immortals of Aveum, and Donut County were all non-2024 games that I really enjoyed and wanted to throw a mention out to here before I get to the official list.

So without further ado, here are my top 10 games of 2024.

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Manatees 2023: 10 Months Late!

So this has been sitting in my drafts since early January. There was a podcast episode that went with this (sorry Matt and Jose!) that I never got around to editing. Between getting married, moving into a new house, adopting a second dog, a couple major health issues, and having work from home ending for my job, I never quite got around to editing the podcast so this companion piece kind of languished as I was determined to release it alongside a podcast episode.

Alas, I’ve finally given up the ghost as we creep towards GOTY 2024 and just want to have this one on the record. 95% of this was written 10 months ago – so enjoy my favorite games of 2023! If that’s your bag.

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Atma’s Gameplay – April 3, 2023

So I was about to write some thoughts about games I’ve been playing in a tweet on Twitter, and I realized that Twitter has become a complete shitshow. Why am I using my hard-earned time and creative thought on a website that is currently a trash fire burning in a dumpster on fire that is in another dumpster that is also on fire, when I could write a thing on my own website? I pay for this website! Why don’t I use it more frequently?

Anyway, this is going to be pretty freeform. I’m going to try to get back into the habit of writing on here regularly, so this has no format, no structure, no real cohesive point. I’m just putting thoughts to paper (or digital screen, in this case) and sending them out into the world like little baby birds. Go free, my young thoughts, and eat a worm.

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Top 100 Games of All-Time: #10

Final Fantasy 7 Remake

Release Date: April 10, 2020

Platform Played On: PS4

2018 Placement: N/A

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What It Is:

Of all the games that people have clamored for a remake, Final Fantasy 7 is probably the one that has gotten the most (or at least the loudest) support. The game itself is stuck in early polygon-era models, but since it captured the hearts of many and also had several later spinoffs (and a movie sequel) with better graphics there was a lot of hoping for an HD upgrade to the story.

People finally got their wish in 2020 as the Final Fantasy 7 Remake finally came out. It had the updated graphics everyone asked for, along with an all-new action RPG system that used elements of the original game. Because the project was so big, Remake only told the story of Midgar, the opening city of the game. For comparison’s sake, this 40 hour game was about 4 hours of the original game and was only a small portion of the first disc. The city of Midgar is brought to life even more than before with side characters being expanded upon and entire new areas and enemies to fight, along with old enemies being refashioned into bosses and characters that don’t show up until later in the game making much earlier appearances (here’s looking at you, Sephiroth).

But it wasn’t just the original game’s story with a shiny coat of paint and a different battle system. As the game progresses, things get weirder and start deviating from the original story. And before you know it, you release you aren’t just playing a remake: you’re playing an entirely new game. And it’s awesome.

Why It’s Important To Me:

When I sat down and started playing FF7 Remake, I knew I liked FF7 a lot. But I didn’t realize how much these characters and this game had influenced me until my emotions started running rampant as I played through this. I tore through this game as the COVID pandemic was starting its tear through everyone’s lives, and falling back into the comfortable, updated nostalgia of this game was just perfect timing.

And then the story beats went in an entirely different direction than I was expecting. It blew me away to the point that I ended up loving this game even more than the original. It does something with storytelling that can’t be replicated in any other medium as far as I’m concerned. It took something familiar, something beloved, something that people had been clamoring for, and built upon it and gave something nobody asked for. It was amazing. I’d never played anything like it and I haven’t played anything like it since.

My Strongest Memory:

To stay (heavy) spoiler-free: the set up of the Air Buster showdown. In the original game, the Air Buster is simply the second boss. It has a mechanic that you have to hit it from behind to do more damage but it’s otherwise fairly unremarkable. But the game takes your expectation and turns a pretty standard boss into an awesome setpiece. There’s so much build-up – fans of the game know what’s coming but the game ratchets up tension as you basically see it be built to attack you as you progress through the chapter. If you’re smart, you can disable some of its parts to make the eventual fight easier. And then the fight itself is just balls-to-the-wall action fun. You couldn’t ask for a better execution.

And then, of course, the remixed music. They took the original legendary soundtrack and just made it better in every way. The battle theme gets so many different variations: from the Airbuster version to a gym version. There’s even new songs for new bosses that kick ass. And there’s a remix of one of my favorite video games songs of all time, Crazy Motorcycle, that nearly tops off the game as it’s played towards the end of the Midgar section in the original game. I was looking forward to hearing the remix the entire time I played and man, finally getting to hear it did not disappoint.

Why It’s #10:

This is the last game on this list that wasn’t on the 2018 list. When I originally made the list in 2021, I was a little worried that recency bias was making me overvalue FF7 Remake. But the stupid smile I got while thinking about this game and listening to the music again as I wrote this entry just washed away any doubts. This is a fantastic game, and while it’s hard to replicate 20+ years of nostalgia wrapped into a surprisingly perfect package, if it does apply to you this game will hit your feelings hard and I definitely think it’s worthy of being in the top 10.

Final Fantasy XIV in Four Months: A Retrospective

On July 16th, 2021 I capitulated to friends, random internet strangers, and the will of Yoshi-P and downloaded the free trial of Final Fantasy XIV Online, which goes up to level 60 and includes the award-winning blah blah blah you know that spiel and joke since I already did my Realm Reborn Roundup.

This summer was rough for me for a myriad of personal reasons. I was going through a lot and while all those personal details are a discussion for another time, what is important is that Final Fantasy XIV was an outlet that probably saved my sanity and kept me grounded. Shortly after my Realm Reborn roundup I subscribed to an MMO for the first time in my life because of how much time I was spending in the world and how much I was enjoying myself exploring Eorzea.

On November 18, 2021, almost exactly four months from when I started playing (and the day before the original Early Access for Endwalker was supposed to start) I rolled credits on the final main story quest of the Shadowbringers expansion – thus “completing” the main story of Final Fantasy XIV that’s currently out. It was a weird sensation – my sole drive in the realm of gaming for the past four months had slowly morphed into completing the story in time for Endwalker’s release. And I was ultimately left with that empty feeling of “now what?”

So clearly the next step is I’m gonna write about it.

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FFXIV: A Realm Reborn Roundup

So I’ve been playing FFXIV for about two weeks now. Yes, I’m one of those people who is playing the free trial, let’s just get that out of the way. I’m not an MMORPG kind of person. I’ve never been. Previous to this, the only MMO games I’ve played have been Guild Wars (that I played through the entirety of with an almost-girlfriend) and The Old Republic (that I played about 2 hours of and then never touched again).

I’ve now clocked at least 50 hours into FFXIV over two weeks. Maybe 60 or 70? I don’t really know and I’m glad there’s no way to tell how much time I’ve spent on it so far (and don’t tell me if there is). Hands-down it’s the MMORPG I’ve spent the most time playing. So after finishing the main storyline of A Realm Reborn – FFXIV’s 2.0 base game rework after it’s initial shitty launch – I decided I’d formally put together my thoughts on the game.

FFXIV sucks.

Don’t get me wrong. It’s also amazing. But it also sucks. But no, it’s great. Actually, it’s kinda terrible. No, really, it’s awesome. But it stinks. But you should play. But never play it.

Okay, so I guess I’m conflicted.

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